Um, hello and the flu shot.

It has been such a long time but time and time again, I realize that I need to share these wonderful feelings and experiences with someone, anyone and hopefully Lily can read about how kick ass she was from the beginning too. I will try to be better about keeping this blog up to date. If not, you'll get a random post every six months or so...

Lily is almost 14 months old. She is walking and has eight teeth - well, almost. Those molars are peeking through but all the way out. Oh, and teething sucks big time. Lily is 95% happy except when she is teething or sick. Luckily, she hasn't been sick many times. I haven't taken Lily to get a flu shot or the H1N1 vaccine and you know what, I am not gonna do it. Let's just be honest here, I am kinda freaked out about all the shots these little people get. We are so fortunate that I get to stay home with Lily most of the time and when she isn't with me, she is with my parents. She isn't around a lot of other kids well, sick kids at least. So, I think I have decided not to go with the flu shot this year. I am not saying that if you got your kid the vaccine that you are a terrible parent, because everyone has their own unique kid and their own life. No judgement here. I am just owning our life, making a decision and moving on. So to Lily's pediatrician - No thanks on the flu shot and no thanks on H1N1.

She's already 4 months old!!

Our beautiful daughter, Lily Cynara, was born on September 18, 2008. She is now 16 weeks old :) Lily amazes us everyday. She has grown so much already and I am a little sad I didn't keep this blog up through her first few weeks with us. Lily smiles, laughs and is talking more each day. She is a pro at holding her head up and she likes to stand like a big girl (with support of course). She is a "better" sleeper now too - a straight 5-7 hours for her first round of sleep at night. Lily is also an expert drooler and has been very interested in her hands - she cannot keep them out of her mouth! Maybe those teeth will start popping out real soon...

As for being a first time mom, I am doing my best. I have a heightened level of anxiety when I take Lily places and I had A LOT of it when it came to nursing. I know that most of the time it is silly for me to be stressed, but I can't help it. I am trying though - to relax and enjoy every moment. The nursing thing has improved tremendously. I am so thankful for all my experiences so far because I am now a more patient and giving person. I cannot explain how much I love this little person.

Starting the day off right!

Today is going to be a good day! I actually feel well rested after last night. Yay! Lily was probably happy because my brother, TJ, played the guitar for her and she also got story time from mommy and daddy. I was in high spirits before bed because I got to see my other babies, Bo and Holly, run around at the dog park. Holly played fetch the entire time and pretty much ignored the presence of any other dog there. Bo apparently is "too mature" to run around with all the other adolescent dogs. It was still fun though.

Have a wonderful weekend!

It's been a while...

Wow, a lot has happened! It has been a while since we posted but that has been because we have been SO busy! We are about 33 weeks along now and I am feeling like a big, huge prego lady. We have switched doctors and changed insurance since we moved back. Luckily, the change over was pretty smooth. Today we got another update on our little Artichoke and she is doing great. We had another ultrasound last Monday - Lily is about 4.5 pounds! Although I feel like I am gaining weight exponentially, the doctor said that my weight gain is normal. Dave says that Lily and I are perfect. :)

The third trimester, uh (for ME), pretty much sucks. I can't really do much and that, for me, is the worst part. I can't even really put my underwear on without a struggle. Also, I wake up now every 2 hours or so at night to pee or because I am so uncomfy. BUT, this is all for Lily and we have been blessed with a healthy pregnancy so I cannot be happier. It sounds selfish complaining about stuff, but really in my heart I am so thankful and happy. She's almost with us - 7 weeks to go!!

Gosh, did I mention that it is so good to be home!?

We're coming home!

YES, in about 10 days Dave, Bo, Holly and I will all be moved back to Southern California! We are packing all of our things and making the final preparations. I am so glad we decided to do this before I am in my third trimester because I am already starting to experience the uncomfortable third trimester symptoms. I feel stretched to the maximum already! Oh, and forget about being able to sleep comfortably. My feet and legs have also started to swell a little. And I know it will only get worse as October approaches. Good times.

Gosh, I feel bad now because this is all for Lily AND we chose to make a baby so sorry if this comes off like complaining. I would go through anything for this little girl.

Anyhoo, we can't wait to be closer to our family and long time friends! It is so wonderful thinking we will be able to raise our kid around all of you. Unfortunately, we will have to leave some awesome people up here. You select few want to move to Cali? Come on! I promise to stay in touch. We will never forget you guys and you all are welcome in our new home. You know who you are.

Babymoon

Dave and I decided to get away for a babymoon - a little quality time just the parents-to-be. We headed out to Mt. Rainier Park and stayed at our first bed & breakfast. It was a perfect mini vacation! Admiring mother nature and soaking in the peace and quiet was just the answer for some needed down time. At Mt. Rainier park we tried to go up to a lodge called Paradise where we could view a glacier and walk around some beautiful trails, BUT it was snowing and conditions forced park rangers to close down the road. So typical of the Seattle area. It's JUNE, what the heck!! Anyway, we got to walk around some other nice trails further down the mountain.

The bed & breakfast we stayed at was different, yet thoroughly pleasant. It was a cozy home built around 1910 surrounded by 12 acres of green paradise. B&B's aren't for couples who want complete privacy (you eat breakfast with the rest of the guests and you basically are staying at some stranger's house). We did have to mix in a little small talk at breakfast, but it still was a very relaxing place. Harry and Michelle, the owners, had many interesting stories to share and we found them to be quirky, smart and caring folks.

Also, Dave felt Lily move for the very first time! He was reading her a book that he borrowed from the B&B's library called, "How Raven Freed the Moon". It will be a memory that will not be forgotten.

22 weeks

Dave and I saw the doctor today and got an update on Lily. She is doing great! The doctor checked my blood pressure and listened to the baby's heartbeat. It was one of our short, 20 minute appointments. She reassured us that we are doing a great job and that we have and will continue to have a healthy pregnancy. For me, it is nice to hear that from the doctor.

I have gained probably about 12 pounds and that scares me a little. EVERYONE keeps telling me to enjoy it and that it is perfectly normal to be gaining weight. Well, it still scares me because its not like I will have a 30lb baby. Oh well. I am waddling and it is getting harder to tie my shoes too. Dave will have to add that task onto his "things to help Heather with" list.